Shopping and Reading

I’ve read and finished five books to add to my list.

In Love with dope boy 3 – Treasure Bee
In Love with a dope boy 4 – Treasure Bee
Hood Love – Leondra lerae
Hood Love 2 – Leondra Lerae
Hood Love 3 – Leondra Lerae

and I’ve done some shopping on amazon, I had 15 dollars worth of gift cards for amazon and didn’t want to buy any books, so instead I bought this and it should be here by next week. It’s has been sitting in my wishlist for a couple of weeks and has a lot of good reviews.

New books


Status – Jordan Belcher

Status 2 – Jordan Belcher

Status 3 – Jordan Belcher

Easy bake coven – Liz Schulte

Hungry, Hungry Hoodoo – Liz Schulte

Pickup Styx – Liz Schulte

Selfie – Jordan Belcher

Kismet – Raynesha Pittman

Kismet 2 – Raynesha Pittman

Kismet 3 – Raynesha Pittman

In love with a dope boy – Treasure Bee

In love with a dope boy 2 – Treasure Bee


Reading now

Tiddly Jinx – Liz Schulte

In love with a dope boy 3 – Treasure Bee

Why I don’t believe in…..

I will probably get some flack for this but I don’t follow a single religion, I do however believe in Jesus, I am Saved and have been since July 2005 and I have been baptized (this was my choice and something I wanted to do for me). I don’t read the bible as much as I should but I do pray and thank God for the things that are going good for me.

Growing up we weren’t taught to believe in anything, my parents gave us that choice and even though I never heard about God, I always knew there was one and I prayed a lot as a kid. After I became pregnant with my son, his father & his family were Christians and I decided to follow Christianity. However I do not agree with some things that are in the bible such as being gay is a choice. I don’t believe that, period and no amount of preaching to me will get me to change my mind. You can say I’m going to hell for that, it’s nothing I haven’t heard before.

I have had people tell me I’m not a Christian because I smoke and I’m not a Christian because I do this or do that. Christians I have met are the most judgmental people, they are the first people to tell you what you are doing wrong but are angry when people point out what they are doing wrong. For example there are some Christians that I know personally that will party on Friday & Saturday nights and then sit in Church on Sundays like their shit doesn’t stink.

A couple years ago I went to this church in my city and I also went to a womens bible study, now I ended up moving and didn’t attend the church as much and I decided not to go back when one of my close friends informed me that I was getting bad mouthed by women in the church whom I hadn’t spoken more then a couple of words with.

The only church I had ever felt comfortable in was the one I was baptized at, but it’s not in the city and I have no way to get there. There are certain things that have happened to me that “people of God” like to throw in my face and tell me how un-Christian I am, ya’ll can shove it.

There is only one person that can judge me, so the rest of you can pretend to be perfect on Sunday at Church and judge all you want. God knows who I am on the inside, He knows my heart and only He will judge me.

A little bit of good news

If you been reading old blog posts you’d know that myself, being on a fixed income, I am apart of several survey panels which is my way of making some extra money (whether its through paypal or amazon) each month. I use my income monthly to take care of what I need (rent,bills,ect) so I use the surveys as something extra for what I want. Now sometimes I am invited to exclusive panels and right now (although I won’t mention which) I am in about five of these panels that I was invited too. Some run a couple of months, but a lot run for a year and they pay (some at the end, some during and they all run sweepstakes).

I just checked one of my emails and had an email from one of these panels that I was chosen as the winner of a sweepstakes, very excited about that and wanted to share a bit of good news. Honestly I haven’t won anything since back in September when I won that amazon GC.

Another sleepless night

I guess tonight will be another sleepless night, it’s only 1:03am but I can feel it. For now the wifi connection is holding steady (if my rent wasn’t so expensive I’d have my own private wifi) even though a couple of hours ago it kept dropping and I was yelling, pissed. I saw there was a hit and run around the area that D lives in (around ten pm), so I sent him a text making sure he was okay and He just called me back (about a half hour ago). I am currently reading blogs (something I rarely do) and listening to music on Pandora.

My migraine is still holding strong, I wanted to read for a while (the first book I am doing for my reading challenge) from my pounding head is making it impossible to read via the kindle app on my phone.  I am getting a lot of visitors from Buffalo and it is making me kind of nervous that I know these people, say something…comment.

I am getting tired of the black/red combo, going to have to change that soon…maybe something more spring/summer like.

My head hurts

I generally try not to drink coffee late at night but I have had this super bad migraine since yesterday and it won’t go away, I tried to sleep and went to bed with it, then I woke up with it. Everything is bothering me, the light, the noise from the fan, the noise of the TV, the heat coming from the radiator. I tried to eat, not working. I tried taking a hot shower, not working so I give up. Maybe some hot coffee will break it enough so I can get some sleep. and I guess I will sleep with my cold rice pack tonight, again.

Reading Challenge ; 3/23/17

I have a ton of books and most of them are ebooks, I have been meaning to go through them as they take up a lot of room on my laptop which I need for other things. So starting today I am going to challenge myself to read 80 books by October 23rd. Now I am known for not following up on things so I am going to make some rules for myself.

  • If I start a book, I have to finish it for it, even if it is boring and not interesting to me
  • I can only delete a ebook from my massive library after I have read it
  • I will only add it to the list once I am finished
  • I will only count books I haven’t already finished and loved as part of this challenge